A Quiet Reflection
You may or may not be aware that I have not posted here in a while. I just thought I’d pass some reflection on what has happened in Armenia over the past few days. Forgive me for the emotive nature of this post, but I’d appreciate anyone elses thoughts. I realise the elections were not perfect, but if this has shown anything, it has shown that stability is indeed what we need for Armenia at this time.
I arrived home from work at a bar at about 3am UK time, BBC News 24 was on the TV, I cast my eyes over to see a burning car, gunshots and/or petrol bombs. I had to shake some sense into myself as I couldnt believe that the caption underneath read “State of Emergency Declared in Armenia”. What an incredible sinking feeling, I don’t think I will forget that.
OK, so we see this all the time. We see it in Paris, we see it in Palestine, we see it in Iraq, Georgia, and (often with a quiet shake of the head) we see it in Turkey. Usually, the inbuilt Armenian arrogance kicks in and I shake my head and say to myself ‘whatever Armenia is, this wouldn’t happen there ‘… Now I guess I don’t have that safety net. It does happen there, and it makes me feel utterly sick.
Perhaps it’s because I have held Armenia, and Armenians up on a pedestal for far too long. We are just like anyone else, we do eat , and go to the toilet like any other race. We have criminals, and we have riots, we have drug addicts, and we have alchoholics.
What I can’t accept is the thought of Armenians fighting each other. It just doesn’t work for me. It hurts, it’s like watching two members of your family hitting each other. It just shouldn’t happen, it makes you want to look away.
It hurts to see soldiers who have worked to protect what we value and boast about so greatly, just attacked by drunks or brainwashed civilians lulled into a false sense of “revolution”.
It hurts to see the city which we have watched grow and develop into a pleasant, safe environment to be left so bruised and tattered.
To the average European watching the news, we are just another backward, ‘revolution’ driven former Soviet republic, that still cannot understand the concept of an election.
It hurts because we always managed to stay away from this, and it hurts even more that I , and many other Armenians around the world, feel helpless to stop it.


